How the ways of human being works. You know that old saying, something like, “we chase after the ones who ignore us, and ignore the ones that chase us.” One day I just want to get an answer as to why we do that. Why can’t we appreciate the ones who put effort into going after us, yet we ignore them. Its like this endless circle that we’re continuing to go round and round throughout life, whether its friendship or relationships…well most likely relationships. I guess I will never understand because I’m doing that myself. I sometimes sit here and think, gosh its quite lonely without a significant other, or I just want a boyfriend because its been so long. Finally someone comes along and they’re putting themselves out there trying to go for you, or get your attention, yet you neglect it and say, I’m not ready. But why..? Isn’t that something you’ve been wanting for awhile now? I guess that’s just how life is. 

I feel so great to meet new friends every day. It was my motive from the start. I wanted to be out there and meet new people and see how they’re like instead of being in that little bubble. I’m glad I did. People from Malaysia, Canada, Japan, and other places makes me feel like I’m not only getting to know them but also their culture. Sounds boring but its quite fascinating to me. Meeting people from all parts of the world feels like I’m knowing everybody. Not only that but you also expand your network of friends and have more connections. I don’t know, I guess I’m just proud of myself for having to meet the people that I’ve met and more to come. And the more people I meet,I promise you, I will make it. Into the fashion industry, as an aspiring fashion stylist. Thats my dream, my long term goal, and I will be there one day. I’m positive.